Cougar macdowall Va - SO HOPPY! (THE AMAZING DIGITAL CIRCUS)

I feel so happy today
It's too bad I have crippling depression
And it's just a manic day
I'm trapped here in this colorful delusion

Why can't we sleep or even cry?
Is it possible to die?
Am I even still alive?
Open my eyes

All I need now to survive
Is my friends right by my side
I'm so happy I could die-ie-ie

[JAX]
I feel so happy today
I can't throw this one away
Maybe it's not a mistake

[JAX W/ RIBBIT & KAUFMO GLITCHING]
To stay ali-ive

Ribbit and Kaufmo and me
Got so much world left to see
If she won't give up today

[JAX W/ RIBBIT & KAUFMO GLITCHING]
We'll never die-ie!

[RIBBIT]
Happy happy happy, I might just stay
Even though I'm trapped, and I'm not okay!
I feel happy happy happy, once in my life
Pretend I'm alright, when I lost my mind

[JAX]
Better yet, now here's my chance
Start again, new life, new dance

[JAX & KAUFMO]
Gotta live with no regrets
Let it go begin again

[JAX]
And just be

[RIBBIT]
Happy happy happy
Forever more
Just keep holding on here,

[RIBBIT, KAUFMO, JAX]
Together

[RIBBIT]
I feel so happy today
It's too bad all I'm good at is lying
I'm at my lowest today
And all that I can think about is...

[RIBBIT]
Why can I recall the way
I tried to end today?
Considering my body isn't mine
I know it isn't ordinary
Being here just doesn't scare me

No more than the thoughts in my head
No more than the things unsaid

Fall away from me
And leave it all to nothing more than memory

[KAUFMO]
Where is she, what have you done now?
Great job, Jax, way to break her down

[JAX]
It's my fault? How could you say that
You were too happy, take it all right back

[RIBBIT]
When I leave today
Know they'll all say

[CAINE, BUBBLE, RAGATHA]
Bye-bye Froggy-girl, you're nothing but an extra!

[JAX]
This some way to teach me a lesson?
Rather not have any emotion
Endless pain, but never abstracting
I'm so happy I could just... Hah!

[JAX W/ RIBBIT HIGH HARMONY]
Happy happy happy, I might just stay
Even though I'm trapped, and I'm not okay!
I feel happy happy happy, once in my life
Pretend I'm alright, when I lost my mind

[GANGLE]
Better yet, now here's my chance
Start again, new life, new dance

[RAGATHA & GANGLE]
Gotta live with no regrets
Let it go begin again

[KINGER]
And just be

[JAX]
Happy happy happy
Forever more
Just keep holding on here

[RAGATHA, GANGLE, POMNI, KINGER, ZOOBLE]
Together

Oh I'm sorry
Did I lead you on?
We were never even friends
I'm not even my own friend!
(Hahaha...)

Hey let's play dissociate
A round for the applause
I'm stuck inside this stupid game that I played just because
The trauma won't let me forget but masking surely does
So let me smile and don't make me remember who I was

Hate myself, and hate you too, 'cuz that's what I'm supposed to do!
Broke the game, it's nothing new! What now? There's guns? I've tried that too!

What's left for you ain't left for me
You got the whole damn world to see
If I could ask for one small thing
I better have it be: kill me!

(Kill me, kill me, kill me)
La-da da-da da-da~!
(Kill me, kill me)
I'll ask nicely, just please, kill me
(Kill me, kill me, kill me)
Da-da-da-da~!
(Kill me, kill me)
I'll ask nicely, just please, kill me

I guess that you don't got a clue what kinda things they make of us
That shit's not family friendly, but they weirdly hate it when we cuss
And that's just it, it's all a shtick, an endless loop of dumb nonsense
Not quite the end I tried to win, but hey, that's life, and fuck, it sucks!

Daisy, Daisy
Give me your answer do
You're my plaything
I'm helpless but I don't need you

Hate myself, and hate you too, 'cuz that's what I'm supposed to do!
Hate this game, and hacked it too! I've TRIED a gun, I've THOUGHT THIS THROUGH

What's left for you ain't left for me
You got the whole damn world to see
If I could ask for one small thing
I better have it be: kill me!